Friday's are the Hardest

The final version of Dad's dove release.......

http://homepage.mac.com/rnorthcraft/iMovieTheater52.html

My cousin Christie did an excellent job... what a gift. I have to say....seeing a video camera at a funeral.... wierd...but this is just priceless.....

I have to sy that Friday's are the hardest...... because it just gives you the "let down time:" that you need to think.... Friday is always the toughest. Tonight I finally started my thank yous to friends... I've worked like a dog to get all the "official" thank you's out fromt he first days... but everything that came in in the last days and most specifically from my closest friends, has sat there. I just couldn't deal with it because I thought it would be too painful... So to those of you wondering why the rude grieving girl hasn't said thanks... its finally coming.

This week was the most profound Friday since the week he died. It was because I went back to "life as normal" this week, holding appointments, talking to clients, and making money...now there is a concept!!! It actually was the best personal week I've had in a REALLY long time. And although the distraction is nice... the reality when you done isn't!

This just makes it all final... its the last bit of stuff I HAD to do. But I'm looking forward to being done now. I said earlier to day, "you'd think it would get easier....but it just doesn't" There are just less tears now... except when I watch the release.

Thanks to you all for hanging in there with us!